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IN MEMORY OF THOMAS ALLEN
Te Amo Mami
April 2007
Jon...You are the stings that made
my heart sing
My Cousins
You are welcomed to light a candle and leave a message for
Mauricio "Jon" Suarez.
It will be posted after an approval.
Thank you and God BLess
Play Ball
  
We Thank Jehova God for having you in our lives for 20 years. For the memories, your smile, your laughter, your loving ways. Jonathan, we miss and love you forever. Jonathan smile down to us from heaven and embrace us with your love.
You'll Never Be Forgotten.
Mauricio you will always be remembered~ / Sue~ Mom To Ashley Trapp
     
This memorial site was created in the memory of our loved one, Mauricio Jonathan Suarez who was born in Brooklyn, New York on February 11, 1983 to the proud parents of Felicia Gomez and Mauricio Suarez………Jonathan was suddenly taken from us on October 30, 2003. He was violently murdered at the age of 20…. Jonathan would walk into a room and light it up with his beautiful smile, as everyone could see in his photos.
We miss your beautiful smile...
You will never be forgotten……..smile up in heaven
and make the Angels…….smile down on us……
RIP….. our darling Angel.
"You will always
Be
Our Angel"
Written to Mauricio J Suarez by an unknown writer
/ unknown (friend)
This letter was found among my son's things after he was murdered
and I would like to share it with the world ..because he was
truly bless andvery well loved ........because of Jonathan ' Jonathan
has open my eyes and because of him i see things differently....
now i know: that there can be love in oneself that doesn't need to be
expressed yet you know is there. That when given a chance the
strongest and powerful man can and will change. that a love and
affection, a person can hold is great enough for two fathers .that at a young age you can make an impact on the biggest crowd. That the troubles and pain one has to endure yet has enough love within to
create a child. That the will power, strength and endurance to go
on - lives in a mother ..there was no greed or hate in his heart,
for he left a replica of himself behind for us to see grow up!
.....besos(means kisses)
JONBOY BEING WATCHED BY HIS BEAUTIFUL ANGEL IN HEAVEN
February 11, 1983 - October 30, 2003
Memories of you will last our lifetime,
we hold them so close to our heart.
Not a day goes by that we are not thinking about you. forever in our hearts.
Jon left behind a large family that misses him tremendously
Jonathan, your family loves and misses
you
more than words can describe…….
 
A FALLEN STAR / EBONY BOYD (FRIEND)
You were a piece of a star that I saw
in the sky,when I saw your beam of
light entering into my window.
I looked out my window and up to
the sky and I saw you falling, falling
from the beautiful desolate sky. You
were a piece of a star that fell from
the sky I picked you up into my
loving and caring arms ..I held you
tight against my beating heart. I
can still hear your voice just by
closing
my eyes like such and just whispering
your name into the cool,clear,
but beautiful desolated sky. jonboy,jonboy....your name just
brings tears into my beautiful dark
brown eyes..and it also moves my
heart everytime I think and dream
about you, mi amour,mi amour..
my one and only mi amour.
The only star that I may see in the
sky tonight and every other night
that may
come to me and even in my dreams
...is the star you left in the sky
especially for me ..I will always
and forever love you...you where my
friend. But most of all I wish you
were my brother...love ebony s boyd
  
I Hear Your Tears My Loved Ones...
National Crime Victim - Speech given at Brick Dedication
/ Titi Beatriz (Aunt)
Speech given at National Crime Victim Week -
Brick Dedication in Albany - April 16, 2005
Good Afternoon - Ladies and Gentleman
Thank you for being here
I also want to thank the coalition for allowing me to share
a few words with you
On behalf of our families my sister-in-law (here standing by me, holding her son’s picture) and myself ….I’m here to represent and honor my nephew Mauricio Jonathan Suarez who at the age of 20 on
October 30, 2003 was cruelly and violently murdered.
I will try to find the words to tell you how Jonathan’s murder has impacted our lives
and to describe the pain and sorrow we feel.
To everyone who has lost a loved one by murder…you know the excruciating pain
that we feel in our hearts and soul at the loss
of our “Jonathan”. …..Our lives were
shattered that night when we received
the horrible news that he was
violently murdered.
We crumpled……we crumpled with
disbelief and pain in our hearts…..
We screamed….hoping that God would
hear us and send him back to us.
The pain…… the pain….. is so raw and overwhelming, no one should have to bear
that awful pain in their hearts.
We prayed that it was a nightmare, a
nightmare that we would awaken from
……But NO it was real!
We walk the streets looking and searching
for him. We see him in someone’s smile,
in someone’s walk, in someone’s look.
We want to run and reach out but then reality
hits us harder than before…..it takes our
breath away…….we can’t breathe for a
moment…
… And we realize, it’s not Jonathan……
we breakdown and cry because he’s been
taken away from us – he’s been murdered
 
When a loved one is murdered – the murderer
not only takes away who we love ….but they
destroy our dreams, our peace, our traditions, our normal way of living. Our world’s are turned upside down and our lives are changed forever.
Jonathan’s not just a murder victim; he was a son,
a nephew, a grandson, a cousin, a friend who was greatly loved. He was a loving, caring, sensitive
and a kind young man. He was
compasionate too.
Jonathan cared about people, young and old, children and animals. He was a friend to everyone and looked for the good in all.
Jonathan had the most gorgeous smile… he would walk into a dark room and light it up
just by smiling. He enjoyed life, football,
playing the violin, fishing, baseball, dancing
and most of all being loved by everyone.
He loved “LIFE”. ……Before he was murdered, he had starting talking about becoming an Emergency Medical
Technician and I know in my heart that he would have been great at it.
Ever since, Jonathan’s life was cruelly and violently taken from him, it left us
devastated and in enormous grief.
As days turn into months and months into a year….for us… it’s about the following:…..
It’s about the night that he was murdered
It’s that dreadful call to some of us and the knock on the door for others in the middle
of the night changed our lives
forever.
It’s not knowing what Jonathan was
thinking as he was being murdered
and the horror, the fear he must of felt having people storming up to him in
the dark of the night.
It’s not knowing his last words
It’s worrying that he was left to die all
alone.
It’s hoping that he didn’t suffer long when
he was being shot and beaten to death
It’s the feeling of guilt for not being there by his side to
protect him. …For wanting to take his place so that he didn’t have to suffer and die.
It’s knowing in your heart that Jehovah God and his angels
were there to take him into heaven.
It’s hoping that he walks through the door, smiling as always
and saying “hi”
It’s about the holidays, his birthday, mother’s day and other important dates
It’s receiving his personal items and
hugging his clothes so that you can feel
him close
It’s breaking down when you hear a song that he loved (and seeing him in your thoughts, him dancing)
It’s seeing an ambulance speed by with flashing lights and having to pull your
car to the side of the road and you cry…. thinking about Jonathan last moments howthe paramedics tried to save him….
With no success.
It’s knowing that you will never have another chance to hug, kiss or tell him
how much you love him and hear him tell you “I love you too”
It’s knowing that this is just the beginning
of a long hard road ahead.
It’s wanting to know all the details of his murder and the
motive of his murderers
It’s having to wait for a trial
It’s about that awful word M U R D E R – murder
It’s about seeing all the people that loved him in pain,
in grief
It’s about NOT wanting to get out of bed in the
morning because you don’t want to feel
It’s wanting God to give him back to us.
To give us just one more chance
Day by day we hope that we can awaken
and realize that it
was an awful nightmare
No one should have to go through the pain
that we are going through. No one should have to go through such tragedy!
I do pray that Justice is served and that those who committed this senseless violent crime against my nephew Jonathan
receive the full punishment that
our United States Law provides
Our families and I are murder victim survivors and I leave
you with this last message:
I am my nephew’s voice at this time and he wanted
to LIVE….to have a wonderful life and grow old.
And please always remember that Mauricio Jonathan Suarez LIVES
(Your love ones live too)
They live in our HEARTS!
They live in our MEMORIES!
They live in our souls
And a murderer Will NOT and CAN NOT
take that away from us!!!!!
Jonathan will never be forgotten!!!!
We love you Jonathan!!!!!!
I love you Jonathan
Jonathan, we dedicate this site to you in remembrance of your one year
anniversary. If you are one of Jonathan’s loved ones or by chance passing
by and would like to see your loved one once again…… believe and except
that Jehovah God and his son
Jesus Christ is your Savior…….as our Jonathan did believe before he was murdered………
Jonathan is with Jesus now
and forever in His loving arms.
THE PERFECT FAN
It takes a lot to know what is love
It's not the big thing but the little things
That can mean enough
A lot of players to get me through
There is never a day that passes by
I don't think of you
You were always there for me
Pushing me and guiding me
Always to succeed
You showed me
When i was young just how to grow
You showed me everything that i
should know
You showed me just how to walk without your hands
'Cause mom you always were the perfect fan
God has been so good
With blessing me with the family
Who did all they could
And I've had many years of Grace
And it flatters me when i see a smile on your face
I wanna thank you for what you've done
In hopes I can give back to you
And be the perfect son
You showed me
When i was young just how to grow
You showed me everything that i should know
You showed me just how to walk without your hands
'Cause mom you always were the perfect fan
  
  
  
  
Jonathan and his Aunt Olga
 
We Need You
Jonboy
My heart aches for you / Felicia Gomez
(his proud mommy)
My heart aches for you Jonathan! I will never ever
let you go. I will carry u in my heart darling
until we meet again. Please wait for me by
the gates of heaven and open the heavenly
gates for mommy.
I love u Mauricio Jonathan Suarez.
Jonathan I miss u so much you
are always in my heart
Loved Forever & Never 4-gotten
Love u Titi Beatriz
"Remember Me"
(song by Deanna Edwards)
Remember me whenever you see a sunrise,
Remember me whenever you see a
star,
Remember me whenever you see a rainbow
Or woods in autumn colors from afar.
Remember me whenever you see the roses
Or seagulls sailing high in a sky of
blue.
Remember me whenever you see
waves
Shining in the sun.
And remember, I'll be remembering you!
Remember me whenever you see a teardrop,
Or meadows still wet with the
morning dew.
Remember me whenever you feel
love
Growing in your heart.
And remember, I'll be remembering you!
Special thanks to Bonnie at MemorialMusic01@aol.com for setting up a site where everyone is welcome to get graphics from. We appreciate all of her hard work.
Hot Link Graphics and Music
To learn more about Jonathan and
other Angels, please visit comhttp://angelfamilies.cityslide.
MY MOM IS MY BEST FRIEND
To all the love ones, family, friends and people who knew and
didn't
know Jonathan - Thank you for lighting a candle, paying a
tribute or offering your condolences.
Jonathan smiles down on you from heaven and his family thanks
you from the bottom of their hearts.
If you are someone visiting Jonathan's site
because you too have
lost a loved one, we understand your pain
and we are sorry for
your loss. Continue to have faith and cherish your memories forever.
God Bless.
Have a great day
Jon
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