If tears could build a stairway And memories were a lane I would walk right up to Heaven To bring you home again.
No farewell's were spoken No time for goodbye You were gone before I knew it And only God knows why.
My heart still aches in sadness And secret tears will flow What is meant to me to lose you No one will ever know.
6yrs today our world were turned upside down.
2/11/83-10/30/03
Love Always, Naddira Montalvo
I'm Missing You !!!!!!!!!!!!! / Titi Beatriz (Aunt)
♥
JONATHAN I'M MISSING YOU
Every day I wake up I hope I'm dreaming Can't believe you ain't here
It's hard to just keep going I feel empty inside without you being here I would do anything to bring you back
I miss you Jonathan Can't wait till that day when I see your smiling face again…
Life ain't always what it seem to be Words can't express what you mean to me Reminisce some time the night they took you Jonathan Try to block it out but it plays again and again
Yes it's real feelings so hard to conceal You can't imagine all the pain I feel Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath) You know you’re still living in my heart after death
Every step I take every move I make Every single day every time I pray I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day when you went away What a life to take what a bond to break I'll be missing you
It's kind of hard with you not around Knowing you’re in heaven smiling down
Watching me while I pray for you Every day I pray for you
Till the day we meet again In my heart is where I'll keep you my dear Jonathan
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Jonathan I just can't define Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the family gatherings you dancing with grandma and always smiling You and me always talking
I still can't believe you're gone Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath) You know you’re still living in my heart after death
Sending love and prayers to you as we honor your Precious Angel Mauricio. On his approaching heavenly heavenly. A candle will burn in memory of your precious angel. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I pray your day will be peaceful. Your are not alone on this road of grief that we now share. My Michael will be 46 on the 27th of this month. So i know how you feel now. With love Carol www.myangelsonmichael.com
JONATHAN - HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY / Titi B.
My dear Angel, Happy 26th Birthday in Heaven.
Jonathan, I wish you were here celebrating with us. If I could turn back the hands of time, I would go back to October 29, 2003 and bring you back.
October 30th and 31st would not exist. Two days I would wash away from my thoughts, my memories.
Jonathan, I don't think you ever imagine that we would be so lost, in so much grief without you. The footprints you left in our lives/hearts were enormous and it's hard to move forward at times, without you.
Life continues around us.... the world continues to move forward... but time has stopped for us when you were 20 and you will remain young forever in our hearts. We'll cherish you and you'll continue to live within our broken hearts and we'll never ever forget you.
Happy Birthday, My dear Angel,
Love Titi B and your family
Birthday Wishes Sent with Love / Precious Memorials
LOVE,LAUGH,CRY AND LIVE / Yadi (BF/Ex Girlfriend )
HEY JON,
IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME. I'VE BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT YOU OVER THE YEARS. REMEMBERING THE GOOD TIMES AND SOME BAD TIMES THAT TURNED GOOD. I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU IT WAS ON THE A TRAIN. WE TOOK ONE GLANCE AT EACHOTHER AND NEXT YOU KNOW WE EXCHANGING NUMBERS. I MISS ALL THE TIMES WE SHARED. YOU WAS THE ONE WHO INTRODUCE ME TO ROCK MUSIC. WE LAUGHED SO MUCH TOGETHER AND WE CRIED. YOU WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME LIKE I WAS FOR YOU. SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE YOU ARE THERE. EVEN THOUGH THINGS ARE DIFFRENT NOW YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY . YOU OPENED YOUR HEART TO ME AND SO DID YOUR MOM. WHO I LOVE AND CARE FOR AND THERE IS SO MUCH I WANT TO SAY TO HER. PLEASE IF YOU VISIT HER PLEASE TELL HER THAT I'M SORRY FOR A LOT AND THAT I MISS AND DO CARE FOR HER. WE WENT THROUGH A LOT TOGETHER AND I WISH THAT I COULD HAVE DONE MORE THEN WAS EXPECTED IN ME. I REMEMBER THE LAST THING YOU TOLD ME YOU ASKED ME TO MARRY YOU AND YOU KNOW WHAT MY ANSWER WOULD HAVE BEEN YES.
LOVE IS FOR WHAT STILL LIES IN MY HEART.
LAUGH IS FOR ALL THE JOKES YOU USE TO TRY TO SAY
CRY
LIVE IS FOR WHAT YOU DO IN MY HEART.
XOXO
Thinking of you on your Angel date. / Beverly Brown (Thomas Allen) (Visitor)
xxxx
I CRY WHEN I SEE MY SON'S WEBSITE / Felicia Gomez (his proud mom ) I WANT TO THANK ALL THOSE PRECIOUS PARENTS WHO TAKE THE TIME TO PUT BEAUTIFUL PICTURES ON MY SON'S JONBOY'S SITE. IT BRINGS TEARS TO MY EYES ALL THE TIME WHEN I FEEL THE LOVE THAT COMES FROM THE FAMILY OF MEMORY-OF.COM..ONCE AGAIN THANK U ALL LOVE ALWAYS FELICIA MOM TO AN ANGEL.GOD BLESS ALL WHO FOLLOWS THE LORD FOR HE N ONLY HE WILL BRING US CLOSER TO OUR LOST LOVE ONES..
HAPPY EASTER / SELMA FLYNN
JONBOY We miss your beautiful smile / Delia Allan Tomlin Mum
my heart belongs to only u and ur heart belongs to me / Felicita Gomez (his mom 4 ever ) jon mommy wants to wish u a happy valentines day, i hope u found ur perfect angel girl in heaven, show her ur beautiful smile i know in my heart u will win her over. like with the ones u won here on earth ..i love u so much my darling angel, and praying that i will see u soon.
happy 23rd birthday in heaven my darling angel / Felicia Gomez (angel's mom )
jonboy, mommy wants to wish u a happy birthday in heaven i want u to know that we are all here at home thinking of u i pray that u are having a blast with ur angels friends in heaven. walter n i went to the cemetry n left u ur gift. i hope u like it. jon also want u to know that this computer crash n i moved heaven n earth just to have it working before ur birthday passed,but the greatest help came from praying to god..u see mommy will still fight or move heaven n earth just for u my love. i will carry u in my heart until we meet again.
"CAST YOUR PRAYERS" / Johnette Moninger Angels-Mary B, Toby M, Madison F, Colt P, Joseph D (Friend)
When you're worried about someone you care for, cast your thoughts, prayers, and wishes to their Angel. Love them from a distance, then move on knowing they are in good hands.
TO ALL THE PARENTS WHO WRITE ON MY SON'S WEBSITE / Felicia Gomez (mother of an angel )
FIRST N FOREMOST I WANT TO WISH ALL OF THE PARENTS AT POMC..N ..ANYONE WHO LOST THERE CHILD TO ANY OTHER CIRCUMSTANCE..I WANT TO WISH U ALL A HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006..ALL THOUGH ITS NOT A HAPPY ONE FOR SOME OF US ..WE MUST STICK TOGETHER..I WANT TO THANK ALL THE PARENTS WHO HAVE WRITTEN ON MY SON'S WEBSITE, FOR ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT MY FAMILY N ME ..ESPECIALLY LISA X ..ALL THOUGH I CANT NOT GET ON EVERYONE WEBSITE MY HEART IS ALWAYS WITH YOUR FAMILY ..I HURT VERY MUCH FOR ALL THOSE FAMILY WHO HAVE LOST THERE LOVE ONES..I WANT TO SAY TO ALL THAT I TRY MY BEST TO GET ON EVERYONE WEBSITE. BUT DO TO MY JOB .99.9% OF THE TIME I CANT. PLEASE EXCEPT MY APOLOGY..MY JOB IS VERY HARD FOR ME ..I AM A 911 DISPATCHER ..N .I GET CALLS ALL THE TIME OF SOMEONE DYING FOR PLEASE FORGIVE ME ..I WILL DO MY BEST TO GET ON EVERYONE SITE ..THANK U FOR UNDERSTANDING ...
Jon's wings / Angie Trevizo Christopher And Metri
Hi Mija For some reason I have not been able to get into the edit site. I think it is my computer but I did get into photo and tributes. It wont take my code in "about him". Thinking of all of you ! Keep the faith and be strong. I am going for jury selection on Jon's angel date for the second trial. I know he will be with us in the court room and then party after. He needs all of you strong to carry on for him. Jon our Yankees blew it!!! Did you send the bugs to game on Thursday nite ? LOL
Love Angie
Life is not the same without you / Tit Beatriz (Aunt) Jonathan, life has not been the same, since you were murdered. What a word, murdered. We would never had imagine such tradegy falling upon our family. You think it happens to others, not us.
So here we are in the nightmare that we live in day in/day out. Trying to find out the why??? But we have no answers!!!!! I hope that before God decides to take me to heaven, that I get to know, what happened that night. I want to know! I know it will kill me inside to know but I still want to know Why? Why you? You that had so much love for everyone. You that everyone loved!!!!!! You with that loving beautiful smile.
Jonathan, I miss you like you would never ever ever imagine. I love you more than words can say.
You'll live in my heart 4ever!!!!!!! Your Titi Beatriz Till we meet again in Heaven!!!!!!
wat more surprises can u give me jon :) / Nidia (ex gf and friend )Read >>
wat more surprises can u give me jon :) / Nidia (ex gf and friend )
a couple of weeks ago i went to beach channel for my sisters talent show..... it surprised me cus our old teachers asked me about u and it killed me to say u were gone and i really wish i couldve sed he is doing great>>>>> jon the fact that ur in heaven kills my heart and i know u r around because i feel u near all the time i just wish i had one more chance to go back in time and i would never let u go>>>> u would still be here happy and smiling as always... i would forget about the dumbness and just focus on the good i miss u but i have faith babe i know i will see ur smile again i love u and u stay in my heart>>>> love u always mauricio ..... Nidia Close
hi jon please dont be mad at me i know i havent visited ur site in a while i have just been busy with work and my son but i promise i will write more often again .... u surprised me jon i was going to work and i heard ur laugh wen i turned around it was someone else and i started crying cus i was hoping to see ur face.... its crazy how i see the same jacket u woreor the smile laugh and wink u used to give me its like u r in that spot with me at that moment i look up at the sky and i cant help but blow u kisses because i hear and see those things wen i am having a bad day and it makes things all better.... u knew me so well and u still do ( obviously) well my love i will write to u again soon i miss u and love you baby..... nidia
P.S: Mauricio thank ur mommy for me and tell her that i keep the memories of u as close to my heart as i can and that i will never forget all the beautiful things we had together and the most cherished memory of my family with u and ur mom its the most important memory for me of u..... oh also take care of ur titi beatriz i have seen her tears and it breaks my heart to see her that way she loves u jon......
This tribute touched my heart in so many ways. I haven't been able to stop the tears while reading about his life. Mike was also murdered on easter weekend 2007 and our lives have never been the same. Losing someone to murder makes you question God... people tell me that things happen for a reason but I can't accept that..
To Jon's mother, aunt, daughter, family & loved ones, my heart goes out to you all. I can feel your pain and I'm hoping Jon gives you comfort whenever you feel down.
i love u and miss u jon..... / Nidia (friend and ex gf )Read >>
i love u and miss u jon..... / Nidia (friend and ex gf )
hi jon, i went to the cemetery today and saw all the beautiful flowers everyone left for u...... i left u a card a teddybear and flowers i hope u like them.... i still cant believe u r gone babe.... jon i felt like u were gonna jump out from behind the trees and surprise me.... u didn't and i hurt i can't come to understand why u r not here.... i needed so many things answered and now i feel like i will never know..... jon i love u always did and i always will please come to me in a dream let me know that i am in ur thoughts let me know that u r beside me and let me know that the love we had will not ever leave u because i know that the memories i have of us wont ever leave my heart.... i love u i miss u babe i always will until i see u again my heart is forever broken... i need ur laugh i need ur smile the wink u gave me to take me anger away.... i need it now more than ever mauricio please never leave my mind i will keep the memories of us close to my heart i promise u babe...... always and forever yours (remember that?) Nidia
P.S: beach channel will hold a special place in my thoughts cus it is where i found u baby
Tributes and Condolences
HEY JON,
Add to favorites 
