it feels like our insides are being ripped apart every waking day!
one tiny piece of metal
took your light away...........
from us.....from the world
now the one person that should be here is gone.....
& a waste like them gets to live......
one tiny piece of metal.........
can they feel it now? I said, can they feel it?
it feels like I'm drowning
B/c the pain is unbearable.............
of course.........
but the dying--
it'll seem like it takes for ever!!!
one tiny piece of metal!
& a life time of broken hearts!!!!
By Juan
7-2-6
Jon thinking of you today Precious Angel xxxx / Delia Allan Tomlin's Mum Alice &. Billy Beggs Family
For mom and dad~angel date / Andre Chris Nephew (friend)
Thinking of you / Titi Beatriz (Aunt) Every Day, I wake up and get out of bed and I don't know how I do it. Everyday, I think of you Jonathan. I know it's God that helps me get through the day. My kids and family keep me going too. The emotions, the grief are still so raw eventhough on Monday, it will be three years since you were taken from us. Honestly, it feels like this happen just yesterday. Everyday is tough but when October enters, it just becomes so much more difficult to deal with. Well my dear nephew know that I will never ever forget you nor stop loving you. You are forever embedded in my heart and soul.
I miss you so much.
My kids miss you too. It's difficult to see them grow up and not have you around to be the big cousin helping them through the teenage years. It weird how life is, my kids at times have some of your gestures or a facial expression or say a phrase that only you would have said. And those are the times I know that you are there surrounding us with your love.
My heart breaks / Victoria De La Rosa
I am so sorry for the tragic loss of your precious son Mauricio. I too lost my son. He passed away October 2003. He suffered a heart attack. He was a juvenile diabetic. I feel your pain. Life goes on but our lives will never be the same. May the Lord give strenght. When I see pictures of your boy I see mine son. God bless.
Miss/ Nolubabalo Mtyelwa (none) Hi!, I happen to ran into this site while downloading music. I know that things happen for a reason, I was so hurt to see such a young persons life being wasted. Theres a say in our language (Xhosa, in South Africa) that says ''Uthixo wakha izulu ngaba lungileyo''. meaning that God build his heaven with good people, he doesn't build heaven with evil people and that is why good people like Jonboy don't live long in this evil earth because God wants them to come and build heaven with him. People like him are with God in Heaven.
to post / Angie For Pasting (angel friend )
precious memories / Shirley Dean
I know the grief we all bear seems at times too much to bear. I wanted to share a story with you. We worry about our loved one being forgotten. My daughter got this idea that she wanted to contact my son Billy's friends after 38 years and tell them about the site. She talked to some Army friends and school classmates as well. All the years did not take their memories away. They remember my Billy. I was amazed that his memory was indeed living on. They love him still. I thought this was so heartwarming to know that Billy is remembered. It comforted her knowing that her son will always be remembered too. My son and my grandson will be forever young and forever remembered in the lives of others and that is the best medicine I could ever receive for my broken heart. I still grieve for Billy and for Dusty that is only only because I loved them and miss them. Sometimes love hurts and this is one of those times. Memories of Billy are still so fresh it is just like yesterday that I last saw my baby boy. God has blessed me with so many precious memories that are mine and nobody can take them. So I look at the pain that I endure as part of the loving process because without the pain I would have never loved. I want to thank each one of you who light candles for Billy. It is really hard for me to light because all this computer stuff is Greek to me, but each day I say prayers for all of you. God has never failed me yet and God has brought you to me and I thank Him daily.
Remember you loved one will be never be forgotten, how blessed.
thoughts/ K. Mchenry (none) Hello. I came across this site while downloading music. My first thought what what a handsome young man! I was saddened when I read about him being murdered. I'm a mother and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. kenya- atlanta, ga
Happy Birthday from Chris / Angie Trevizo (For Mom )
Candy Kisses from Mexico / Angie And Herm Trevizo (Friend)
Fathers Day / Rosemary(Alvins Sis)
Wishing you all a peaceful Fathers Day
Happy Daddy's Day / Tit Beatriz (Aunt) Jonathan, Happy Daddy's Day in Heaven. Watch over your precious little girl. She's four years old now and we don't even get to see her. It's so sad, we wonder does she look like you? We do pray that God allows us to see her, if not now at least when she grows up and could make her own decisions. But I do trust in God that we'll see her even if it's 20 years down the road.
Jon, I placed red roses on your grave yesterday, I hope you like them. Grandma sends her love and she asked your mom to place a cell phone on your grave. She knows how much you loved being on the cell. It's funny how we focus on all the little stuff.
Well Jon, my heart aches for you everyday and you're missed so much. It's hard to move forward especially when justice hasn't been served yet.
Jon, ask God to see us through this sadness, grief and difficult time. Watch over your mom and dad.
You'll never be forgotten. I love you with all my heart. Your Titi Beatriz
A Rose / Herm And Angie Trevizo (Friends)
A Rose is a beautiful but with the beauty comes thorns but it is all worth it..Mauricio is at rest and in God's glory where the roses have No Thorns
A FATHERS DAY POEM / HERM AND ANGIE TREVIZO (FRIEND)Read >>
A FATHERS DAY POEM / HERM AND ANGIE TREVIZO (FRIEND)
Copyright by Nicholas Gordon
Neither mourn nor celebrate This day that fathers should be kings, But let it be appropriate To sing of sunlight sorrow brings.
This day that fathers should be kings Our child's death has all undone. To sing of sunlight sorrow brings Brings back in tears our dearest one.
Our child's death has all undone Our joy in life, and yet our pain Brings back in tears our dearest one That we might hold him once again.
All joy in life must end in pain, So let it be appropriate That we might hold him once again And neither mourn nor celebrate.
WHY CANT WE BE TOGETHER / FELICIA GOMEZ (MOTHER OF AN ANGEL )Read >>
WHY CANT WE BE TOGETHER / FELICIA GOMEZ (MOTHER OF AN ANGEL ) JON, I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT U WOULDVE BEEN THE BEST FATHER IN THE WORLD TO UR BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER JONINA .I HAVENT SEEN HER BUT U KNOW THE WHY'S I MISS U SO MUCH I KEEP U IN MY HEART WHERE EVER I GO. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U AND NO ONE CAN EVER REPLACE U LOVE ALWAYS UR MOM Close
For A Met Fan / Herman And Angie Parents Of Christopher (mom of a Yankee fan )Read >>
For A Met Fan / Herman And Angie Parents Of Christopher (mom of a Yankee fan )
Jon I hope you like this emblem...Chris is a Yankee Fan and the Dodger fans here at home teased him. I am not a Dodger either. A mexican american kid who I had believing he was cuban for the longest time in California rooting for New York Is that confusing or what! Chris was good at playing baseball. It is in our family blood. His cousin is playing farm for The Toronto Blue Jays Chris would have said "When a Met fan needs advice they come a Yankee Fan" He is a character I think you will like him. I pray for your loved ones as I know the pain of losing our child. But in my heart I know that all of you are in a better place. It is my selfishness that wants you boys with us. Then I think of what the world is coming to and it scares me for those who are still here. Especially our young ones. God Bless and thank you to your step dad for taking the time to write on Chirs' Site. It gives me comfort .....You boys are okay Close
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